40, divorced....dating?

I am in a world of trouble with this article. I know, I know objective journalism. Just do your research and write it down. I always find it so hard to do that. I usually write about what I know or have experienced in some way. Some facet of my being can connect to the story or at least empathize with it.
I'm in denial. I will never be 40, let alone over 40. Are there numbers past 40? No, not that I know of.
It is a sign of my immaturity, a sign that I have not left behind the invincible attitude.
My parents are still married, I will be married, it will not end in divorce and therefore I will never have to date after 40.
What if? Things happen, people change, people cheat, lie, steal.....die.

Sex is my Profession!

I read erotica. I said it; I'm not ashamed! I think it is so much better than pornography. I get to fill int he gaps in my head, whereas in film there are very few gaps. That became more sexualized than I wanted it to. Anyway, I think it is difficult to picture the people who make this kind of writing their job. So I wanted to show the world that the people who do this, are normal everyday people. They have children, spouses and soccer practice to take the kids to.
As I expected, it is not something that many writers tell their fellow soccer moms.
Dar Mavison's children went to an alternative school, she accidentally told one of the other moms and at first the other moms were shocked, but quickly decided it was really cool!
It seems like a strange thing, but she started writing erotica and porn so she could spend more time